5 days down

Dreamed about chocolate, stressed about Justin flying so far away, had to dig splinters out of Maddens foot, couldn't get them all cause he was kicking and screaming, Zander tried shaving his legs, Zander cut his knee while shaving, baked a cake and a brownie Cookie cause I bake to relax, slept with a pile of clothes on Justin's side so it would feel like someone was there, tried to work out everyday, took Annalyse to dr. Today cause we thought her sprained wrist was broken, had dr. Dig splinters out of Maddens foot while I held him down, I think everyone in the waiting room heard him scream and cry, passed out this afternoon for almost 2 hours, madden took a long nap, I'm going to be up with him all night so it was a good thing I had a nap, let Madden have Hershey kisses for breakfast cause honestly I was just to tired to get after him for stealing them, so excited it's Friday and I don't have to get up at 6am tomorrow, even more excited that I have the sitter coming tomorrow so I can have a breather, hate the whole time thing trying to skype with Justin, looooove skype and whoever invented it, loooooove technology, really disliking the fact that gas skyrocketed to $3.40 a gallon, trying not to think of all the laundry I need to do, thinking more of what I can bake, so happy I paid someone to put our pool up we did it way wrong the first time, wishing it would rain a ton so it would help fill it up, looking forward to planting the garden, wanting to get a goat, Justin thinks I'm gonna get one while he is gone, my friend thinks I should get a tattoo while he's gone, I don't know which one would be worse for him to come home to, need to get new house phones, gotta wax the floors and shampoo the carpets, love that my kids are so awesome, wondering how many calories were in that giant bowl of comforting pasta I had for lunch, hoping in didn't cancel out my 2 mile walk this morning, I have great friends, I need a bath, also need a new mattress, I hope I can get the office organized, time to go sit in the bubbles and then rent a movie on iTunes.

The end